Monday, 20 October 2008
I guess I am still learning how to accept that some things just won't work out no matter how hard I try ..... I guess it was just not meant to be. Nowadays I have kinda stopped trying to analyze a situation too much .... why relationships don't work ? Why certain friendships just die off ? It takes 2 to tango and I am tired of one way relationships. I am tired of trying and opening up my heart again and again and getting hurt. For now I think I will start building up the walls again. I need to find peace within myself again .... for now I think I want to be left alone .. it is less complicated that way. At least I know why I am alone due to my own choice.. I have closed the door for now .... and I think I like it this way for the time being. Less hassle... less expectation ... less heartache.... less hurt.... yes for now .. this is my refuge from the turbulence outside.