Life has been a mess since I got back from Bangkok.... my apartment is in a mess ... the conference project by my department is in a mess ...... my health is in a mess ...... my hair is in a mess ..... everything is in a mess ..... it is so easy to have tunnel vision sometimes ... I guess most of the time ... I get so caught up in my small world that I sometimes forget that there is a bigger world out there..... in November when I travel to India for my church mission trip, I will see the bigger world.... that I have been blessed so much that it is time to touch someone's life instead of focusing on what I am lacking but rejoicing and thanking God in what He had provided.
God had been nudging my heart .... my motives ... my priorities .... I am spiritually and mentally trying to get myself ready for the India trip in November which is 3 weeks away and time really flies... and pastor already warned that there will be a 2 HOURS WALK !!!!! Can they just put me in a cart and push me around for that long walk .... hmmmm.
Still feeling blue after coming back from Bangkok .. wishing for things which are out of my grasp... still lonely .... still fat ..... ok snap out of it ... time to clean up my apartment , clean up the mess, walk on the treadmill and have my meal replacement shake for lunch. I am thinking of going vegetarian until I go for my trip to India.
Have a great Sunday.