Was on call yesterday .... it was not very busy ... no matter what I am still not able to rest well when I am on call .... I was always worried that I might not hear the pager or the phone ring .... and even though I get about 3 hours of sleep ... I am still zonked out the next day when I am post call. Like today I came back to my apartment and I collapsed till about 3 pm. And I still feel really zonked.
Anyway I am gonna take a bath ... have dinner and hit the books. Beginning to think that maybe this is not for me .... I am tired of doing 24 hours on call .... my body is being abused over and over again. Well one more time .... just one more time.