I just got up. I only slept about a hour and a half. I was hoping that my call yesterday would not be so busy .... was coughing away .... hope I did not infect any of my patients or my colleagues. Some of my patients' condition were so unstable that I practically had to be sitting by the bed ... trying to crack my head what to do ... of course I realized that I should have taken leave to rest as I feel that I was doing more harm to my body ...but I wanted to get the "on call" done with as it was not very easy to get the dates changed and I did not want to cause any hassle to anyone. The back of my mind ... I was thinking .... I am still the jonah and Murphy's law (if anything can go wrong, it will) seriously applies to me whenever I am on call... not that it was my wrong doing but I seem to be getting the worst and the sick-est patient ever one can imagine. I guess I learned to accept it years ago since I started work.
Not to mention the back of mind ... I need to study .. exams are just 3 months away. I am still sick and I have tutorials coming up this week. But as long as I know myself and I have tried my best.
My letter of appeal to sit for my primary exams one last time ( for those who dont know... I am actually studying for my masters ) will be discussed in the meeting with the department and the university this Friday. So do pray along with me and that God's will alone be done. In the meantime I will do what is humanly possible. Thanks alot.
Now I hope I get well before I fly off to Siem Reap next week. Really been looking forward to the trip.... after that I am locking myself up with my books, that is if the appeal gets approved.