Felt much better to go for dinner .... could not think of anywhere to go to so we decided to meet up at Ikea for dinner knowing that the other shopping complexes will be jam packed on a weekend. I managed to get there in 30 minutes via Elite Highway... very convenient. This was the first time I was meeting Musa. I had lunch with TZ before at Pizza Uno.
All the other items on the menu were either fried or too cold so I settled for baked meatballs which is my one of my favorite dishes.
TZ in action :)
The three musketeers
All Hail Sweden .....
It was fun meeting Musa and TZ ... at least I have made some new friends.... people who I can just chill out and hang out with. It is not easy with my work schedule to hang out all the time or to make new friends and with exams drawing closer ... I will be keeping to myself again for the final race to decide whether I drop out or move on. Still it was a breath of fresh air for me....to hang out with people who I dont have to discuss about my job or exams and just talk about simple things in life ..... but the truth is ... this exams had been haunting me since I started my masters. So far I found out that the only thing which can really make me depress are my studies ... always feel I am not doing enough. The voices from within and without ...keeps condemning .... accusing .... and takes alot of energy just to remain motivated and unaffected ... it is a bitter pill to swallow but still I will not have it any other way .... for I have been chastened... I have been broken and made stronger by His loving Hands. A God who wepts with me when I hurt but loves me too much to let me remain this way... therefore I will continue to trust His heart ... come what may .. for it is only by His grace alone.... and He alone knows. Thank You God for life .... to be able to wake up in the morning and experience Your goodness and mercy. Thank you for giving me another day.