Tick tock ticking away .... hmmm..... been just lazing around these past few days. All the adrenaline rush is finally settling down. Just 2 days ago I was so focused on my exams. Suddenly now that it is all over for now ... I am trying to find things to do. I only start work next week on Monday. So I have today till Sunday to figure out what to do. Tonight I might have dinner with another blogger. Friday I might have breakfast with a friend from the previous hospital that I worked in. Saturday I am free ... was thinking of taking photos the whole day .... go to the zoo.... go parks....fashion shows .... anything .... and Sunday I got a "pig out" session at a Japanese Buffet near KLCC with a bunch of great friends which was initially planned as a celebration of me passing my exams among other things .... oh well we can still "pig out" .... hehe
I was thinking of going home today to get my car service and maybe later in the afternoon take a drive to Melaka and do some street shooting and maybe try to meet up with a few friends for dinner .... basically I just need to get out of here .... I need to recharge. The exams had drained me out of every ounce of energy that I had.... mentally, emotionally and physically. I want to recharge fast so that I can start hitting the library again in 2 weeks time.
People ask me how am I doing ( I have been receiving a lot of phone calls and sms from dear friends, lecturers and specialists).... coz passing one subject and failing another one does not mean that I pass the whole exam .... I still have to re-sit for the whole exam (both subjects again) if I am given another chance to sit for it. Or else I am out of the masters program. So these are the thoughts that are going through my mind. But surprisingly ... there is a peace which is guarding my heart and mind which I can't explain.... which can only come from God. I am thankful for the experiences that I have gone through which made me stronger. There were things in my life which I felt I was "stuck" in which God miraculously helped me to overcome and get myself "unstuck". He had brought special friends into my life. Experiences which I will not trade in for the world. Yes that peace comes from knowing that my life is in His hands. So I am actually quite proud of myself. I have seen how far I have come. I have seen the "tone" of this blog changing over the years. I see myself growing.
So here is to more interesting things instored for me .... :D Thank You Jesus and thank you to all who had supported me and in the process became my dear friends. :D