Thursday, 17 May 2007

Oh how the time flies .....

Tick tock ticking away .... hmmm..... been just lazing around these past few days. All the adrenaline rush is finally settling down. Just 2 days ago I was so focused on my exams. Suddenly now that it is all over for now ... I am trying to find things to do. I only start work next week on Monday. So I have today till Sunday to figure out what to do. Tonight I might have dinner with another blogger. Friday I might have breakfast with a friend from the previous hospital that I worked in. Saturday I am free ... was thinking of taking photos the whole day .... go to the zoo.... go parks....fashion shows .... anything .... and Sunday I got a "pig out" session at a Japanese Buffet near KLCC with a bunch of great friends which was initially planned as a celebration of me passing my exams among other things .... oh well we can still "pig out" .... hehe

I was thinking of going home today to get my car service and maybe later in the afternoon take a drive to Melaka and do some street shooting and maybe try to meet up with a few friends for dinner .... basically I just need to get out of here .... I need to recharge. The exams had drained me out of every ounce of energy that I had.... mentally, emotionally and physically. I want to recharge fast so that I can start hitting the library again in 2 weeks time.

People ask me how am I doing ( I have been receiving a lot of phone calls and sms from dear friends, lecturers and specialists).... coz passing one subject and failing another one does not mean that I pass the whole exam .... I still have to re-sit for the whole exam (both subjects again) if I am given another chance to sit for it. Or else I am out of the masters program. So these are the thoughts that are going through my mind. But surprisingly ... there is a peace which is guarding my heart and mind which I can't explain.... which can only come from God. I am thankful for the experiences that I have gone through which made me stronger. There were things in my life which I felt I was "stuck" in which God miraculously helped me to overcome and get myself "unstuck". He had brought special friends into my life. Experiences which I will not trade in for the world. Yes that peace comes from knowing that my life is in His hands. So I am actually quite proud of myself. I have seen how far I have come. I have seen the "tone" of this blog changing over the years. I see myself growing.

So here is to more interesting things instored for me .... :D Thank You Jesus and thank you to all who had supported me and in the process became my dear friends. :D

8 comments:

dobbs said...

Sorry to hear about the Physio. I'm sure that God will continue to lead and keep you as you decide what to do next. Have a good time of refreshing this weekend :)

Las montañas said...

I would drive to the east coast to Kuantan via karak and laze by the beach.

day-dreamer said...

Enjoy your free time off!

poohbearee said...

So many nice places in Msia compared to lit red dot. Enjoy your hols n v fun.

doc said...

i had thought you were going to make a surprise visit.

sbanboy said...

dobbs
I am ok ... :D Decided to go on this journey since already come so far. :D

las montanas
I will need a GPS so that I wont get lost ... hehe

day-dreamer
Yup I am MORE busy when I am off these few days ... today will drive back to Sban...service the car.. have lunch with mom....

poohbearee
Thanks

doc
Yeah loh... was thinking of going yesterday but all not free ... dont want to end up sleeping in my car ... hehe

Las montañas said...

erm.. you can get lost in Malaysia!!??

fibrate said...

I do agree exams are traumatic but what won't kill you will make you stronger. By the way, saw some of your shots...they're good! I went out and got myself a new camera after my last exam - photography's really fun, huh? Especially with a Canon 350 D! ;)